For tonight, a list of message-questions that are supposed to make us think about how happy the life we live now is, and how satisfied we are with it. I admit, at some pills it kinda gives me a floating point value…
- Do you like who you are?
– Sentimentally, yes, wholeheartedly. Spiritually and mentally, yes.. half-heartedly. Physically, no, although it could have been worse. - What would people say about you at your funeral?
– I hope good things, and cheerful. Or rather, nothing. I will know what they will say in their hearts. - What do you regret you didn’t do in your life?
– That I didn’t know how to keep the gift that I was given at the beginning of the path. - What’s the wisest thing you heard someone say?
“What you do not like, don’t do to others!” It applies just about everywhere. And I think that everything would be different if everyone would apply this syntagma. - What life lessons have you learned the hard way?
– Confidence in people, naivety. In fact, I haven’t learned it. I always learn it to forget it just as quickly and constantly fail the exam. - How often your worst fears and concerns come true?
– Lately, more and more often. But I admit, it could have been worse, much worse. - If you had just one year left to live, what would you try to accomplish?
– I do not know if it would be right, but I would try to love almost wild, with all my being, as I have never done before. I think it would be unfair because after that the separation would be even harder. - Are you afraid to be yourself around others?
– Most times, yes. Around strangers, certainly. - What are you grateful for?
– For the fact that I breathe, that my parents are alive, that I am not ignorant, that I am different. - Did you do something to be proud of, recently?
– Not for people, but, yes, I did things of which to be proud of. - If you knew you are going to die tomorrow, what questions would you ask yourself?
– What awaits me “beyond”? Is there a “beyond”? What have I meant here? Who will really miss me? What was the purpose of my life? What have I really achieved? - If your deepest fears would become reality, how much would that matter in five years from now?
– Enormous. Referring to the truly profound ones, it would brand me for life. - Have you done acts of kindness recently?
– Yes, but not for people. - How would you describe yourself?
– Naive, romantic, mysterious, funny, loyal, devoted, different. Sometimes macabre. - Do you listen to people’s advices?
– It depends on the people. Sometimes. - Do you get easily angry?
– Thank God, no! - Do you consider yourself a good person?
– I have no idea. But I think I would want to spend time with me, if I were someone else. I believe, however, that I could be better. - Do you enrich the lives of others?
– I wish. The parents’, certainly. The others, I do not know, I was not told. - Do you live a meaningful life?
– I live a life full of half-meanings. A life with many beginnings, which sometimes lead nowhere. - What makes a life meaningful?
– In my case, spiritual, sentimental happiness. Probably children, I can not opine. - Would you ever give your life to save someone else’s?
– Certainly. I am going to die someday anyway, regardless if I want or not. Rather than die for nothing, I’d prefer my death to have a purpose. - How much would you be willing to sacrifice for the poor?
– I am sacrificing from my little as much as I can sacrifice. Most often, for the spiritually poor. I would have liked to have been in a position to help more. - If you could live one day on endlessly repeated, what would you choose to do?
– Love. :)) I’m kidding. I’d want to be with all those whom I love, to laugh, to hug and be happy. And yes, to make love! (not to all whom I love! ^^) - You think you are important and worthy of attention and love?
– Yes, I think. But it doesn’t matter what I think, really important is what others think. Am I? - What would make you more valuable? What should be different about you?
– To think more about others. To be stronger spiritually. To find my inner peace easier. To no longer be so reliant on others to build my own happiness. - What gets you down the most?
– Loneliness, the fact of being ignored, betrayal. - You prefer to work less (and do things you like) and have less money?
– That’s what I actually do. :) Or, at best, work what I like. - Where do you find peace?
– The mother’s arms, in books, in cemeteries, in drawing, in music. - What is the most important quality you seek in others?
– Fidelity. Unconditional loyalty. Eliminatory examination in establishing a relationship of any kind with me. - What is your fondest dream in life?
– To have a little russian baby girl, whom to grow up so as to become a human in the true sense of the word. - What’s your biggest fear?
– To lose my parents. To be alone. - How would the world be different if you were not born?
– Not very different, unfortunately. Maybe just some friends a little poorer in their souls. I hope not to sound arrogant. - What life lessons you wish you’d known 10 years ago?
– That not all that flies can be eaten. And it matters only what makes you happy. - If you could tell something to yourself when you were younger, what would it be?
– “Do not bother about what others say, have self-confidence!” - If your life were a movie, what would be the title?
– Tragedy in four acts. :) - What is success for you?
– To go to bed at night and be satisfied, contented and happy for the ended day. - If you could be a different person, who would you be?
– The person who has influenced my life most of all. Mother. - What was the happiest day of your life?
– First shared love. - What bad habits do you want to quit?
– To keep believing that I will live forever, and to do things that are not worth my time. - You know your partner’s love language?
– You always learn… :) - Do people whom you love most know that you do?
– I think not. I do not know. Maybe. I should show it more often. - Are you satisfied with the depth of your relationships?
– From my part? Yes. From the other side? Sometimes. - What do you owe to yourself?
– The desire to evolve, to self-improve, the desire to be different. - Do you often say “yes” when you should say “no”? Why?
– Yes! (even here I don’t have the power to say “no!”). I’m afraid to hurt people, to let them down, make them sad. - What new thing did you learn yesterday?
– A new technique of pencil drawing :) - What do you like about yourself?
– Grace. Common sense. Being childish. - Do you consider yourself a generous person?
– Not as much as I should be. - Do you really listen when people talk to you?
– I’ve always been a better listener than talker. I like listening to people, their life stories fascinate me, I love to learn them, to discover them. - What is the main change you need to do in your life this year?
– To revise my faith in people. I should care more about my health. Sew my soul back. - How many hours per week do you spend on the internet?
– Limitlessssssss :) - What are your most common negative thoughts? Are they logical?
– They aren’t logical. “What if I’m wrong?”; “What if I fail?” “What if I put myself in a ridiculous situation?” “Will I still be tomorrow?” “What if I will be alone?”, Etc. - You think it’s too late to do certain things? Why?
– No! No no no! I refuse to believe this! - If you could be the most influential person on earth, what would you change?
– I’d love to make people more spiritually open, more patient, more close, more loving, more understanding, more compassionate, more logical. - How much time do you spend with family and friends?
– So little that my feathers bristle! - Is your life complicated by unnecessary things?
– Yes. I carry way too heavy spiritual loads, waste time on worthless things, accept to take too much negative energy. - What stresses you?
– Futility. Ignorance. Stupidity. - What makes your life easier?
– Smiles. Hugs. Caresses. Small evidences that I do not live in vain. - How often do you give without expecting anything in return?
– About all the time. Principle of life. - What is the biggest challenge for you?
– I myself. I have to reconcile two people inside me. - What do you regret the most for not telling someone?
– “I love you!” - When was the last time you tried something new?
– Yesterday. - Are you afraid to give advices?
– Yes. I do not give advices as a principle. I offer my opinion when and if it’s requested. - Are you holding onto something that you should leave behind?
– Too many things. Sometimes I think that I’m living in the past. - How often do you let your fears drag you back?
– About half of my life. - How often do you apologize?
– Obsessively much, almost annoying (I think). - What is the mistake that you will not repeat again?
– To give people full trust since first meeting them. - What’s worse, to fail or to try?
– Both. Both hurt almost as badly. Sentimentally, to fail. For everything else, not to try. - If you could choose not to have challenges and obstacles in life, would you do it?
– Challenges, no. Obstacles, yes. Without obstacles, I think I would be happier. But maybe I would not be me… - How often do you go to bed feeling nervous?
– Extremely rare. I think that most often I actually confuse anger with disappointment. - Would it be wrong to steal to feed a hungry child?
– Never. - If you would pay more attention to the sad things in this world, would you feel more responsible about them?
– Of course. I do pay attention now, but not as much as I should. - If we learn from failure, why is it so bad to fail?
– Fear of ridicule? Fear of wasting time? To take it from the beginning over and over again? To permanently lose opportunities/things/people? - Why do we appreciate people more after we lose them?
– Stupidity. At least in my case. - What you gave up?
– To become what I should have been. - How many people do you really love and what do you do for them?
– 9 divine little people. Not enough as they deserve, clearly! - Do you ask enough questions, or are you satisfied with what you know?
– Sometimes I ask too many, even when I shouldn’t. - What were you doing last time when you lost track of time?
– Embracing. - Do you think you’d be more happy if you shouldn’t have to work ever?
– Depends. If I were free to do what makes me happy, yes. - How old would you be if you did not know your age and you wouldn’t have a mirror?
– 15? :)) How I think says it all… - If you could ask a wish, what would it be?
– To continue to love and be loved, as I think it really means to love. - What are the things you could not live without?
– Loved ones (they are not things, but…), air, water, food. I do not think there are many material things without which I could not really live. - What do you like to do consistently?
– To talk to people, to discover them; to sing; to read and write; to draw; to learn new things; to remember moments with the loved ones; to be childish and pamper. - When did you last time laughed so loud that you sternum hurt?
– A month ago, with Ccrissa at Zmentă’s Show.
I send the list of questions to miss Vendretta, when she ends up with summer practice, the cheerful girl , Vienela , Sweet & Salty and Potecuţei . And everyone also who wants to ask themselves such questions (I have to send this message to myself from time to time, maybe I will not forget it from hand to mouth) …
